time-killing marathon

1. what do you do when you're mad?
i curse, i shout, i throw a rampage.. scared yet?

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i cursed right at his face and felt really bad about it

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
i don't know

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
i whack people even when i'm sane and happy.

5. do you curse when you're mad?
never failed to

6. last time you cried your heart out?
recently

7. ever cried yourself to sleep?
so much so that i've stopped

8. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
i always did.. but recently had to do it over the phone..

9. do you cry when you get an injury?
depends on how bad it is

10. do certain songs make you cry?
i'm emotionally unstable, so sue me.

11. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
curse at him in the face?

12. how depressed can you get?
maybe not till suicidal

13. how much do u smile?
i don't know. i wish i can never stop smiling.

14. what can make you happy?
from the very simple things of sugary stuff to that one person

15. do you wish you were happier?
never stopped wishing.

16. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
my best buds? of course.. they never fail to make me laugh and take the load off me.. =)

17. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
i don't know.. never had the chance to

18. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
used to.. but in the end, words are just words.

19. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
it never failed to do so

20. has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
someone used to..

21. have you ever hated anyone that broke your heart?
i used to hate ZS, i used to hate Ian.. but i dun hate them anymore

22. do you hate Bush?
i don't give 2 cents about that chimp

23. is your self-esteem extremely low?
low, but i don't think it's that extremely low or i would have been receiving therapy already..

24. do you believe in yourself?
i'm learning to.. there's no one else to believe in... 'everyone lies', just like what Greg House says.

25. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
i'd just laugh and say no

26. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
yes, i'm an idiot

27. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
heck no, though i know i'm not gonna be good enough, it aint worth my life.

28. are you happy with who you are?
maybe. at times.