i'm doing fine..
i can go through this.
if i can survive one day, i'll survive the next day and then a week, and then months..
after that, i'll be fit to have myself back on the market! =)

but for the time being.. i really need to freakin do something before i fall back again. someone please make time move faster. though time actually flies just like that.. it's only a month away from STPM.. not forgetting that it's pass 2 months already.. gosh, must everyone go through 3 whole months of misery before everything just fades away?? bah! i'm pathetic..

let's just do something to kill time..

[How's Life?]
life aint that simple after all

[Who was the last who sent you an sms]
Mervin

[Are you good in your studies?]
i'm average, but pretty dumb most of the times

[Can you speak English?]
can u not ask the obvious?

[Who was the last who said "Love You"?]
there's over a million people in the world saying that everyday.. how am i suppose to know who freaking said that last?

[Who is the most Annoying Person you know?]
myself

[FutureSchool/College/University?]
hopefully some Uni in KL, better still, overseas..

[What time is it now?]
10pm

[What song are you listening to now?]
What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

[How many friends do you have on Friendster?]
i don't care.

[Who are you chatting with?]
myself? no one.

[Are you in trouble for now?]
i'm not in any trouble now.. i just need help, support.

[Have you been Broken Heart before?]
i'm now trying to mend my shattered heart ok?

[Missing Someone?]
lame question

[What day is today?]
just another day which i'm trying to go through

[Any birthday's coming up? Who's ?]
not in the mood to celebrate anyway

[Bored?]
isn't it obvious? stop asking the obvious..

[Last Channel you watched on TV ?]
can't remember.. i only browse the channels on tv, i don't watch 'em

[What time did you sleep last night?]
it doesnt matter.. havent' been sleeping well anyway

[Do kids love you?]
i dont know

[Do you make people Laugh?]
i hurt people, may it be physically or mentally, and make them cry

[Do you give away your secret to anyone?]
of course not to any Raju, Abdul or Mei Ling.. (my malaysian version of Tom, Dick or Harry)

[Ever Smoked?]
not so far.. Sheesha not counted..

[Ever Drinked?]
yes, that's when all your worries are gone and you'll feel so free.. for only the moment.

[Ever got drunk?]
nope. only high.. would have puked the whole day if i was..

[Dumped Someone?]
i don't go around dumping people K..?

[Are you Caring, Loving and Tender?]
no, i'm self-centered, hateful, and unfriendly..

[Do you love getting msgs at friendster?]
no.. they are just basically forwarded chain mails or some desperate person seeking for a 'friend'..

[Are you bored of doing this?]
what say you?

[What's your fantasy?]
i don't have fantasies.. only bad dreams.

[Are u in anger right now?]
wow, this questionnaire actually reads emotions.. i'm more of frustrated..

[Are u angry at someone?]
yes, at myself for being so pathetic.

[What do u really want to do now?]
i've got nothing to do, hence this.

[who's the prettiest?]
What the..?

[Do you believe in soulmates]
no. i can hardly believe in those bullshit anymore.

[Cried]
need i answer?

[laughed]
cant even remember the last time i really laughed till my sides hurt.

[Felt sad]
this questionnaire doesnt only reads your emotions, it also loves stating the obvious. lame.

this aint helping.. it's just making me frustrated.. hey, but it keeps myself from doing what i'm not supposed to.. so it's helping.

good. i shall continue. bear with me.