another week has passed.. and the weekend is here again.. week by week these delusions start to engulf my mind like an uncontrolled division of cancer cells, overpowering my mind to function, to rationale, to reason. there is nothing i can do but submit to these delusions.
Fear : an unpleasant feeling of perceived risk or danger, whether it be real or imagined. Fear also can be described as a feeling of extreme dislike towards certain conditions, objects, people, or situations; fear of rejection, deception..
Paranoia : a term used to describe a psychosis of fear, related to a false perception of being persecuted. This perception often causes one to change their normal behavior in radical ways, after time their behaviour may become extremely compulsive.
nothing's more frightening than to be alone, when your mind runs wild and you are left helpless.
i'm afraid that sooner or later there will be no fine line in between sanity and madness.
things change, people change.. seems like studying abroad has done more good to him; being more outspoken.. not to say you weren't one, it's just different now.. though i know i'll never have that one soft spot in you like before, but at least we're talking now. i'm glad that you've got your dreams to acheive and i hope in 6 years time, i'll be getting legal advice from you. =) have fun dude.
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