the hermit just got back from watching The Myth.. let's see now, it's supposed to be an action/adventure movie.. but for me, it seems like watching 'whose line is it anyway' on tv.. seriously, it's not because of the cinematography or what-so-ever though it had some romance and distressing parts to it.. (i think..) i'm not here to be a critic (i'm no critic but a darn mentally disturbed rant-er.. lol) and comment about the whole thing when i know nuts about appreciating arts and culture or whatever you call it.. and yet i'm now in the arts stream.. (sheesh, i'm being a pain in the ass am i? lol) well, it's just basically me.. i've become so emotionless.. so inhumane.. gawd, i'm evolving.. wait, what am i mutating into?? that, is the question.. haha
every part or scene made me laugh.. or to be more precise, i laughed throughout the movie.. i snort and cackle, choking on my own saliva.. saddening isn't it, to see myself being so barbaric.. what happened to the manners of an 18 year old lady?? lol
why do we laugh? lil kids and most people laugh to express their excitement and joy.. some, laugh for the sake of laughing or as a veil of the 'unsolved mysteries' of the heart..(?)
laughter's the best medicine - yeah rite, that's what they all say... if that was true, thousands of people would not have died of AIDS, cancer and etc. then by right, everyone will grow old, rot at home (like me) and eventually DIE.. =)
people come out with tons of 'inspirational quotes' just to make life 'look' so much better.. well, indeed it does.. for a moment.. and then BANG! comes another thing.. then comes another quote, incident, quote, incident, quote.. blah blah blah.. and it never ends..
everything is always easier said than done.. you advice people with wonderful sayings and marvelous words of encouragement to those who are in a miserable state, in distress or at the brink of sanity.. but do we actually reflect our problems in life based on those words uttered by us??
true enough, all these words have countlessly poured out from my mouth.. but do i actually know what i'm saying?? do i even have the ability to support my own brain in thinking rationally in times of pain and anguish?? heck, NO.. then what in the world am i doing trying to help others when i can't even help myself?? that's just ridiculously silly..
well it's simple, i'm just so F.I.N.E.;
yes, i know.. those words can be seen as an acronym to a name.. but the heck i care.. i'm not gonna sit and cry over spilt milk or whatever.. it's been long enough sitting at a corner hoping that the spilt milk will 'miraculously' fill up my glass.. plain dumb.. and yes, the point when i changed my mind to highlight my hair from red to brown/blonde due to some certain 'influence' made me a, sadly to say, DUMB BLONDE (no offence ppl out there, i'm referring to myself) dumb, and dumber.. haha =)
anyway, i finally got the answer to the question i post about months back, "i wonder to what extend am i willing to do something for someone?" the answer, there is no maximum point or an extend to it.. it's just the matter of whether i use my brain or not.. =)
AH, that feels better..
everything out from my mind, into the world wide web..
'out of mind, but yet in sight' lol..
some of you might think that it's dangerous for me to pour everything out into the public, especially in the www.. but hey, it's my blog, my say.. haha.. i didn't really mention names in here rite? i just need to release out whatever that's clogging my brain at times.. and my blog's always here for me.. well, sorta... haha i'm definitely not gonna talk to the 4 walls of my room (yet) ok? if not, all those shit up in my head will sooner or later consume my mind..
the past week has already cringe up my poor ‘liquid & oxygen deficit’ brain.. (i don’t know what crap am i talking about..) all thanks to the final exams..
but then, i kinda improved on my grades.. sort of.. i passed my maths this time.. though it's not even near to those 'satisfying marks' i got back in high school.. the sense of completion and confidence in doing my maths was no longer there.. oh well, i couldn't be bothered much about it anymore.. just that, how am i gonna tell my dad about it? shit.
oh well, he's in singapore anyway.. i'll just wait till the report card comes along like i always do.. =) let the 'card', do the talking.. lol.. so this weekend's gonna be fun fun fun!! but, not exactly.. it depends who i'm mixing with.. everyone's getting together nowadays.. then there's the hermit.. and that's why i'm bored most of the time.. no wait, ALL the time..
but hey, i should cultivate the reading habit since i've got so much time in my hands.. yea guys.. READING.. the very girl who despise reading.. i repeat, DESPISE/DETEST/HATE/LOATHE reading, is planning to start reading books due to extreme boredom? what has this world turn into?? no wonder it's raining now.. lol i better brush up on my english.. i hardly speak english like how i used to.. or is it cos i don't talk? hahaha.. yea, whatever.. on the other hand, my hokkien's getting better.. (according to sharon. hehe) so, is that good news or bad? haha.. i don't know..
anyhow, enough trash.. till then,
have fun peepo.
hey,i'll be back in two weeks for a week.then we go out and PARTAY K??? hang on in there!!
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