the past few days have been so so tiring.. bad news just keep pouring out day by day.. everyday brings something bad.. from the moment i open my eyes till i close them at the end of the day.. it's like a drama series, a never-ending chain of bad events.. sigh

everything's so different now.. so mellow, so gloomy, so secretive, so lost, so uncertain..
there's a cantonese saying that says that, both sides of your palms are your own flesh.. you don't know which side you should side or help.. but how am i to deal and help others when i cant help myself? bummer..

love isn't a form of investment. it isnt like playing shares in the share market. whereby, the more you invest, the more returns you receive. but love isn't like this. you don't invest or sacrifice your time, money, strength and anything just to get what you want. that's just being self-centered and greedy. love's about giving and receiving willingly from the heart, not about how much you've sacrifice just to receive an equal return. if it's real love to begin with, everything will suffice.

it's just my point of view.

everything's getting clearer.. i'm back to my own reality.. i'm giving up on any hopes in such matters.

may tomorrow brings something better.