it's a world out there

been doing some thinking today..
it really scares me to see how selfish, unpredictable and apathetic humans can be..
i've been receiving news of friends going through hard times and it really dampens every chance of hope there is.. i always try to look on the brighter side, taking my friends as examples, believing that there is still hope out there. but in the end, it's still the same.. why do guys have an attention span shorter than of a fish?

someone once told me that we shouldnt always expect and see every relationship come to an end of breaking up. if you've decided to go into a relationship, you'll have to see it to the very end.. i was impressed and did totally changed my thinking and concept of the matter.. looking ahead with a glimpse of hope still existing out there.. nevertheless, words are just words.. i'm back to how i see every relationship and will stand firm on it.. there's no way of not seeing a relationship ending.. humans are unpredictable, nothing's certain.. when there's a start, there will definitely be an end.. it's just a matter of how long you can hold on.

what we see and experience now is just a fragment of what the world is out there. the world is actually a scary place after all..

if i'm just as optimistic and strong-willed as some of my friends.. if..

i'm thinking too much that it scares me.