when stupidity kicks in

oh great!

i practically spoiled my day.. there goes my friday, pfft.. well, at least i can get more sleep and just relax.. yea, when it's just 17 days away from stpm.. heck, i've got no mood to study anyway so don't bug me.

i'm one heck of a thick-headed emotional dimwit who never learns from mistakes, plus, i've got no sense of sight.. i can't differentiate between black and white, something even a colour blind person or animals can do so.. i can't see what's already there, but tend to see and expect something that isn't there.. aahh.. i'm hallucinating, my life's just a dream. it aint real. STOP expecting, i'm no princess, no one's ever gonna please me, accept the fact dumb girl. please yourself and not others cos it's a selfish world out there, something i must learn.

people never fail to make me a stronger and harder person.. sometimes i think i should be a lawyer, working for the Women's Health Organization.. fighting and defending every women's rights against the damned deceptive cruel world of the men community..

LMKNNKKKLMCCB!

(ah, that feels better, i hope someone creates an on9 AI which can be my scapegoat and suffer the fury of my anger, that'll be perfect.. damn my foul mouth but that's the only way i'm able to release the frustration, disappointment and stress building up in me.. no hard feelings, just speaking my mind.)