what i'd really need and want - a close sibling(s)...

i really envy a lot of my friends, especially ones with really close siblings.. may it be an elder brother or sister, or lovely younger siblings.. whereby they can share all their ups and downs with and there's no limit to whatever they wish to tell..
they will always be there for you through thick and thin.. you'll never feel alone no matter how heavy the strom may be..
they will cheer you up, help you overcome your problems and just lend you a shoulder to cry on.

i'm not saying that i don't appreciate the one and only brother i have now, but i'd wished that we could have bonded more in the past.. though he's always quiet, i guess he knows i'm having a hard time as well.. i'm happy that at least he's here in penang.. it'll definitely be better if we could have learnt to share and communicate more..

may we both be strong and able to go through our own obstacles..