only hope

The past week had been awfully terrible for me. A week filled with tears, fear, uncertainties and confusion. It was by far the most emotional period of time that I’ve experienced in my life. Never have I cried so much for so long. I was lost, I didn’t know what I should do.. all I could do was just to think and cry. But when you really love someone; you’ll do anything and just agree to their decision.

However, like what nian told me before, “the most important person in a relationship is yourself” I guess there are times when I have to think for myself and do what I wish to. And I’m glad that I voiced out how I felt and what I want, at least I’ll have no regrets over what I didn’t do. If I didn’t, it’ll most probably be the end of it already.

I’m happy that this relationship is being given another chance. There is hope. I do hope that we’ll see this to the end and I do not want to lose you again for I do not wish to go through that again. You’re very dear to me and you’re my only hope.

Love you.

And to my beloved friends, I’m really thankful that you all were there by my side as I went through all this. You guys never fail to check up on me everyday to see how I’m holding on. I do really appreciate it and will definitely cherish our friendship till the very end. And do bear in mind that I’ll always be here when any of you need me.

Love ya all too!