confused and lost..

something's so wrong with me.. but the problem is, i don't even know what the problem is.. *sigh*
the slightest thing in life can either make me or break me..

today started out fine.. i was very very satisfied eating my apple pie from continental bakery during econs lessons.. plus, the konyaku jellies i made the night before.. i was practically in cloud nine... my friends even said that i was just like a lil girl.. i can be bribed with just an apple pie.. =) i was grinning from ear to ear the whole time.. nothing could ruin my day..
sadly, i guess i spoke too soon.. i was irritated and pissed by the 3rd lesson of the day - Maths.. sheesh... that useless fat ass is really getting on my nerves.. he's the most pathetic teacher i've seen in my life.. tsk..

what's wrong with me?? PMS?? haha..
i should change my perception in life before i ruin myself sooner or later.. *sigh*
am i that compulsive? i'm being reffered to as a 'fighting cock', my implusive actions scares people.. i tend to fight back all the time.. why? i'm like so protective.. over myself??
*sigh* i can't even express myself in words.. there's something so wrong with me...