simply horrible

i feel so horrible...
i sound horrible...
i look horrible...
everything's just plain horrible.... i can't even pay attention in class.. my mind just wanders around aimlessly, my brain's lagging so much that i have problems interpreting what goes into my ears..

photos brings back recollections..
of the many sealed stories within
both of happiness and deception
of things I should have seen

i thought i was lucky..
but it was all an obscure
to your game of uncertainties
where I’m bounded without cure