Mind-numbing...

hmm... never have i felt so lost and bored during the end year holidays.. i'm so bored that i can practically grow mould and rot.. haha i think the holidays are doing more harm than good to me..
all i just do is laze around, have my eyes glues to either the television screen or computer monitor doing nothing much but just staring into it,sleep, playing PS, eat, walk around aimlessly around the living room or in my room, sleep summore, and and.. that's it!!.. haha pathetic eh? oh ya.. what fun things i've been doing is snatching the computer with my bro, irritate everyone and just scream and shout around the house..announcing my boredom to every living organisms in the 50m radius of my house.. fun!! ahaha!! i'm so so SO super duper bored Bored BORED!!!! i'm really gonna rot if i dun do something... btw, my dad asked me to go to the adventist hospital to help out... hhmm.. well that's something to do.. but i dun have a friend to go with right now.. and if i do work there part time, i won't be able to go for christmas parties and be with my group of friends!! nooOOo.. i'm still thinking about it and waiting for nianz answer so that i'll have a partner to go with...
well, that's not the only problem... now, it's time for me to decide weather to go to for college or continue with form 6.. i really hadn't thought of it though...what am i gonna do? i dun wanna go into med or pharmacy which my parents would want me to.. i dun like chemistry.. it'll definitely gonna be a struggle of survival for me.. i just realized that i dun really like science after being in the science stream for 2 years.. *gak*>? but at least i've learned a lot about things which i guess i'll never be interested in... so now the question is, to go for form 6 or to college? but what courses am i gonna take if i'm going to college? which school will i be able to enroll in for form 6? mbs? noOOooO!! not there... arggh... i dun like all this thinking... it's driving me nuts!
nuts.. NuTs.. Nuts.. NUTS... M&N... chocolates.. yummie!! food~~!! YAY!! lmao.. ;)