dead beat...

*yawns*...
ahh... i'm back home in front of the computer after the trip....
i'm so tired and i'm having a slight headache due to that 7 hour bus journey... (dun ask me why the journey took so long from kl back to penang..)
well, the trip was kinda fun despite the endless walking, waiting, standing, having to starve, being beaten by a kid at a soccer game and not being able to go on the rides since the trip was supposed to be for the competition only...
all 3 of them (including my bro) won loads of prizes that includes $$$ and goodie bags from Nokia, Digi and Genting.... but not me.. i'll just have to be satisfied with the RM 200...
at first, i wasn't very comfortable after seeing how and where the competition was going to be held.. there were 3 stations with 8 Nokia N-Gages.. the first main station is where the finalist compete.. and 4 of the N-Gages were connected to a plasma tv each, showing the screen of the players itself... and i wasn't very at ease having my game to be watched by other ppl since it's a soccer game and i do not..i repeat..I DO NOT know how to play soccer... thankfully, i got the nokia N-Gage which was not connected to the tv... and what was more shocking was that i made it to the top 4 to compete for the first 3 places with my 0-1 score againts the Brazil team... haha.. my bro beat me for the second place, so i had to compete with a 'lil boy for the third place.. i guess all good things must always come to an early end for me.. i was beaten by that 'lil boy who's from Peter Pan (one of the characters in the peter pan show at genting..) *sigh*...
and i just lost my chance of winning more cash and goodie bags... oh well, i didn't expect to win anything anyway... i was then comforted by my bro and his friend... telling me that i should be happy for being 4th in malaysia in a soccer game... oh well, i guess beating 5 other guys in a soccer game wasn't that bad after all... haha.... but nOooOooOoo... things doesn't seemed to be that way.. while waiting for the bus on the way home, i was sorta being 'lectured' by both my bro and his friend... saying that they can't imagine how i couldn't win that 3rd placing... *bah..??* well, it was a soccer game, and i'm a girl.. i do not play soccer.. what more on a java game?? they said that "age and gender is not a factor.." *what??!!* well, easy for you to say since you guys are gamers and i'm not.. at that point, i really felt like whacking him on the head real hard.. but decided not to.. instead, tried to strangle my bro... gosh, that really kinda got me pissed.. it's not that i'm in your group or anything, so you don't have to expect anything from me..*tsk..*
and getting mad/irritated/frustrated for not being able to find me?? hello..?? it's not my fault that my phone didn't receive your message and missed calls.. don't blame me... blame Genting or Digi for such bad signals.. anyway you guys won stuffs and are happy... why can't i get myself sumthing to make myself happy?? girls shop to make themselves pleased and contented.. i've already spent most of the time following you guys around, waiting for you ppl to go play the arcade games and just basically tagging along doing nothing much.. i didn't even irritate and complain to you guys or didn't even drag you guys along with me to shop around.. and you expect me to be around all the time? i can't be sitting/standing around doing nothing while waiting for you guys.. imagine you guys having to wait for me to shop the whole day.. i was bored waiting for you ppl... it aint a crime for me to go walk around myself since you guys got loads of things to do.. i couldnt or wasnt even able to shop for half an hour in peace..wasted all my time and energy cheering for you guys, screeming my head of when no one else is.. and not being able to call my friend cos i had to do stuff for you ppl.. you should be thankful that i gave you face and didn't ignore you all during the trip back.. i wouldn't want to waste my time ignoring you since i do not know you that well.. it's meaningless.. XP
*tsk tsk tsk..*